Monday- Jan 04 2010

Today is the 6th day. Now I realized what they said is truth. "The more you love a person, the more you will suffer". I am feeling sad but in the same time I am feeling happy. It's because I realized how much I loved 'her'. Just now, I saw 'her' comments in the wall event. 'She' is considering to join our trip. I will absolutely feels happy if 'she' join us but how should I face 'her'. I am still recovering and did not have enough courage and confidence to face 'her'. I am afraid that I can't control my feelings. However, it's better if I face 'her' now because later or soon I still have to face 'her'. I doesn't care much now. I will just let the GOD to decide. Good night.z.z.Z