Monday-May 24 2010

Well, its been a while. I am not on the mood to write anything on this page till these day. Nothing seems to work for me. Either in coping with my daily problems nor my affections. Everything that i did doesn't make any sense. As if i was lost inside "myself". Sometimes it seems that i am so open minded and get along with your decisions but the truth is, i am not. I always think that i can let u go easily but i can't. My heart is so fragile, my body is so weak and my tears drop easily. I knew the chance for us getting together never exist, but why am i still waiting and hoping something to happen between us? I am the biggest loser and idiot in this universe. I always wanted to dig deeper into your past so that i will know you even better. But, i only suffered more for doing so. Tears accompany me from day to day. Loneliness surrounds me. Everyday i tried to not think about it and act as thou i am alright in front of you. So that, we can maintain our friendship and continues giving you courage to face your nightmare. I think that's all i wanted to say for now.