Saturday- July 10 2010

Many things had changed as time passed by. Our "friendship's cycle" had changed due to some incidents. Strong winds blows away happy moments from the memory, while dissatisfaction conquers the emotions. Weak minds try to defend their fort of innocent thoughts. I realised that the value of frendship that I treasured the most will soon robbed by the time. However, I still foolishly hoping that all of us will get back to the way we are before all this incidents, slowly. Words are not enough to express my feelings now. Now, I can only says that I feel so dissapounted and exhausted. On top of it, it leaves a deeper hole inside my wounded heart.

Its been 376 days since we bumped on each other. For the past few days, you appeared in my dream. Inside the dream, I was softly hugging you and we both staying silence throughout the night. The weather seems so cold but I can only feel your warm body surrounding my soul. I was so comfortable. It seems so real that it was hard for me to differiantiate whether it was just virtual or reality. However, I realised that it was just a dream. When I woke up, I was wondering the reason that you appeared in my dream. Maybe, recently I was feeling unhappy and wish that you may appear by my side to comfort me. Even though, it was just a dream I feel satisfied and happy to start off my day. Thank you, my dear friend ^0^v