Well, it's been a boring and mood less weekends for me without your existence. I was sitting under a lamp post and the surroundings is so dark that I cant even see my own fingers. The dim light of the lamp post almost vanished in the eternal darkness of the night. The moon on the sky was slowly swallowed by the dark clouds. I was sitting there alone having a deep feeling of loneliness while looking at your messages inside my hand phone. Well, I decided to have a conversation with you. I felt so happy being able to chat with you and I am having a sweet dreams later. I wanted to tell you that my day moving smoothly while you made it become perfect.
Monday, April 26, 2010
Friday, April 23, 2010
Friday-April 23 2010
Yesterday was our last lecture for this semester. We watched a nice movie for the lecture. The title for the movie is " Good Will Hunting". The content is about how a counselor deals with his client also a genius in mathematics. A lot of things that can we learn from the movie. Well, it marks the end of our first year in the university. Time pass by with a blink of an eye. In this period of time, many things had happened.Such as, I get to know a group of bombastic friends, becoming more mature, doing a lot of crazy stuffs, and lastly falling for her. For the past few days i didn't have the opportunity to chat with her because she didn't online. My heart was in complete emptiness.In addition, i just checked my coursework marks, and its totally sucks. It's going to be a bumpy ride in my final exams. Haiz~
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Wednesday-April 21 2010
Well, it's been a long time since i posted something here due to my lackadaisical attitude. For the past few days i had been spending my whole day in cyber cafe nonetheless than playing DOTA with my friends. That's the only thing i can do since i faced some difficulty to online at my house. Cursed you, Tmnet for providing us with this kind of sucks service. Beside being carried away by the fun of playing computer games, i never forget to take a peeps on your blog. Hmm~ what can i say yeah??? I feels happy that you are feeling better from day to day but in the mean time i feels curious to know who is the person that made such a deep impact in your life. I know that he might be someone thats really important to you. However, it doesn't matters now because i know that you has slowly walk away from your dark past. Past events will transform to memories and treasured in one's heart. What's important is the present and the future. Wish that you will have a save journey back to your hometown by now and happy always^0^v
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Wednesday-April 14 2010
Hmm~ Today, I am back to my unhealthy lifestyles. I doesn't know whats going to happen to me. Haiz~Not much happening today and my day seems to flow smoothly. It's quite boring. But, I felt happy because you told me that you will be alright and moves on happily. Finally, I hope that you will be positive, keep smiling and be happy ^0^v
Monday, April 12, 2010
Tuesday-April 13 2010
It was kind of weird that no matter how old is the person, they can't run away from being childish. It's an undeniable facts because for the past few days I can see clearly how an adult can turn out to be as childish as a 3 years old kid. In my opinion is not bad or embarrassing to act in a childish manner but sometimes it may affect the feelings of those around you. There are borderlines in each and everyone of us. When you cross it unintentionally, you may be forgiven. But, if it was done on purpose then sorry to tell you that," please fork off from my life". I don't give a damn to befriend with some one that is selfish. You may think that your friends are using you for their own benefits, but do you ever spend a second to reflect yourself whether you have asked some one for help? People always look things in one way rather than looking things as a whole. They always look at other people weaknesses rather than theirs. Sometimes people thinks that its not worthy to help other people because you wont get anything for return other than hardship to yourself. I realize that it is a bullshit to spill out such words in this realistic world, however, if everyone put themselves in front of others, then we are nonetheless similar to robots or machines. Maybe they are dependent on you today but who knows what will happens tomorrow. We should always think out of the box. Thats why "it was easy to start a relationship, but the tricky part is to maintain it". Have a good day.^0^v
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Friday-April 09 2010
Good morning, sunshine. It's the 1st time i write this blog in the morning. I just woke up from a long long nap. It was because I felt extremely exhausted due to the preparations for our presentation. But, our sacrifices worth it. Now, I am listening to my favorite song, Wedding Dress by Tae Yang while enjoying a cup of hot cereal drinks. We started our presentations last week and it ended yesterday. Yesterday was our best presentation for this semester. I felt satisfied with our performances even though we are all worn out. The day before, we went to shoot few videos and edited it until wee hours. Yesterday, I read your blog again. When I went through it, I felt sad and useless because I can't do anything for you when you are drowning in the sea of tears. Each and every words of yours touched my heart deeply. I doesn't know what is the reason you are in such condition but I hope that when you need someone to hang on to, I am the one of the person you will approach. There are times when I tried to give you courage by words, but I know that it wasn't enough. When you said that you are lonely, I wanted to tell you that actually you are not. You will never be alone. You have a lot of friend that loves and supports you. Don't make them feels worry about you. You have to become brave each and every time you had cried, not only for yourself but also them. Now my only wish is to wait for the Cai Ling i knew in the past to reappear.
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Friday- April 01 2010
Hmm~yesterday was April's Fool...a lot of things had happened. I even overslept. Gosh. When I woke up, it was raining heavily outside and I went out for dinner with my friends. After dinner, I was a bit shock when I heard something unexpected from my friend. At first, I don't know whether she is serious or joking around but after listening to her explanation, I can confirm that it was true. I don't know how to express my feelings. I felt mix feelings inside me. I am happy about it but in the mean time I felt clueless. Therefore, I am asking her to give us some time to make clear of our feelings. Beside, I am afraid of being hurt again. Its already wee hours, I guess that I should go for bed. Good night.z.z.Z
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